Thursday, July 28, 2011
Alone
Saturday, April 4, 2009
Fallen from Grace
He has fallen from grace. All the wonderful things I thought about him have now been harshly removed from my mind to be replaced by a bitterness and a sadness that rivals none.
How could he have been so insensitive? What possesses someone to show a complete lack of consideration for other people’s feelings? Was his sole motivation a need to see me cry? Was this some long ago planned vengeance that he just now has the opportunity to unleash?
I am hurt beyond words…..
And I am convinced that there is some wicked higher power that prevents me from moving on. How much longer must I live with this barren unhappiness, loving so much and yet unable to love who is most important? This sickness, because it is a sickness, has plagued me for far too long. I need to move on.
So I pray for strength. Like so many times before, I kneel before the All Mighty begging to be spared from my dilemma.
I hope he hears me.
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Thursday, March 19, 2009
My Name Is Pride
My name is Pride, I am a cheater.
I cheat you of your God-given destiny....because
you demand your own way.
I cheat you of contentment......because you
"deserve better than this."
I cheat you of knowledge......because you already
know it all.
I cheat you of healing......because you're too full of
me to forgive.
I cheat you of holiness.......because you refuse to
admit when you're wrong.
I cheat you of vision......because you'd rather look
in the mirror than out a window.
I cheat you of genuine friendship......because
nobody is going to know the real you.
I cheat you of love....because real romance
demands a sacrifice.
I cheat you of greatness in heaven....because you
refuse to wash another's feet on earth.
I cheat you of God's glory.....because I convince
you to seek your own.
MY NAME IS PRIDE. I AM A CHEATER.
You like me because you think I'm always looking out for you.
U-N-T-R-U-E.
I'm looking to make a fool of you.
God has so much for you, I admit, but don't worry........
If you stick with me
YOU WILL NEVER KNOW.